My Angel / Helen Davis (Grandmother)
My Dearest Justin
NIne months today and the hurt and missing is still so real and so difficult. I miss you so much and love you! We have new pictures of your Madison she is so beautiful and looks so much like you. You would be so proud of her. Justin the hurt of missing you is so deep and strong in our hearts it is so hard it just doesn't go away but that is ok because you are in our hearts continuously. Adam still misses you so much he says you were his best friend. He is still having such a hard time please be with him. Sweetie please always know how much I love and miss you every day of my life and am so glad that because of Jesus we will have eternity together!!!
Teen Angel / Teesh (one of his moms friends )Read >>
Teen Angel / Teesh (one of his moms friends )
Justin.....I know you are happy that your Mom did this for you. I want you to know that she will be all right. Thank you. T Close
Happy Valentine's Day! / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White Read >>
Happy Valentine's Day! / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White
To all of Justin's family, friends and others who visit this site: I found this song that I feel expresses how Justin feels from heaven. I am sure he is wishing we were all there with him. This is the song playing on Justin's site.
Wish You Were Here
I wanted to tell you how closely I've kept The memories of you in my heart And all of the lifetimes that we had to share Live even though we're apart But don't cry for me 'Cause I'm finally free
To run with the angels On streets made of gold To listen to stories of saints new and old To worship our Maker That's where I'll be When you finally find me
No don't you be weary cause waiting for you Are wonders that you've never known Just hold on to Jesus, reach out for his hands And one day They'll welcome you home And that's when you'll be Finally free Finally free
(Chorus) I wish you were here, I wish you were here
And all of the dreams that you treasure Will soon come together And that's when your sorrow will find tomorrow And you will rise again
(Chorus)
We'll run with the angels on streets made of gold We'll listen to stories of saints new and old We'll worship our maker that's where we'll be When you finally find me
I luv u and miss u so much! / Ashley (sister)Read >>
I luv u and miss u so much! / Ashley (sister)
Hey brother, God I cant believe it has been over 7 months since u left us. It still feels so unreal. I still have so many questions left unanswered. I just wish i knew why it had to be u. U still had your life to live and your beautiful daughter to raise. God it was so hard during christmaswithout u here with us. It just wasnt the same without u. I would give anything to just hear your voice on the other end of my phone telling me your coming to get your hair cut and that i have to wash it. I just miss you so much. Mom is doing good i guess she just misses u so much. We just dont know what to do without u. I guess u know I finally went back to work!! It feels so good to be doing something now. Bets moms glad to!!! What u think? I appreciate her so much. I talk about u everyday at work to all my customers. They wanted to know what u were like and i would tell them how we had that unique relationship and we would all just laugh!! It makes me feel so much better. Me and mama came to see u the other dayand stayeda little while. We take it u didnt like the poinsetta!!! I tried to tell mom u always made fun of that one she had 6 months. Nothing but a twig in a pot!! It was so funny. Look after Adam. God does he need some help. Somedays hes good and somedays hes a bad boy!! Hes so funnyat times and then hes so mean at times. It differs form minute to minute! I know if u were here u tell him shut up bookie bookie!!! We know u to well. Look after all of us and just be with us. I love u so much and miss u even more. It wont be long now. Hang in there. We will all be there soon!!!
happy new year / Shari (aunt)
happy new year baby! It is hard to believe that it has been 7 months since you left. Today is the first day of 2007 and you should be here with us. I am spending the day with mama and papa today and looking forward to June so I can return home. Wish you were there. Just want to tell you that I love you and miss you so very much and i would give anything to see you one more time. But like always, you are always on my mind and forever in my herat! I love you so much.
I see the countless Christmas Trees Around the world below With tiny lights Like heaven's stars Reflecting on the snow The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away that tear For I am spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year I hear the many Christmas songs That people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare With the Christmas choir up here I have no words to tell you The joy their voices bring For it is beyond description To hear the angels sing
I know how much you miss me I see the pain inside your heart But I am not so far away We really aren't apart So be happy for me dear ones You know I hold you dear And be glad I'm spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year
I send you each a special gift From my heavenly home above I send you each a memory of My undying love After all "love" is the gift More precious than pure gold It was always most important In the stories Jesus told
Please love and keep each other As my Father said to do For I can't count the blessing Or love he has for each of you
So have a Merry Christmas And wipe away that tear Remember I am spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year.
Merry Christmas / Shari (Aunt)
Merry Christmas Baby!!! I just want to tell you that I love you and I miss you more and more with each passing day. We are all at your mom's house today and even though the house is filled with so much love, there is still a sadness and emptiness from your absence. I cant believe it has been almost 7 months since you left us. Sometimes throughout the day, I can hear your laugh, see your smile, hear you say, "I love you E-hee" and it is then that I stop and thank God for allowing you to have been a part of our lives. I often ask God to tell you that I love and miss you so much. Today is going to be hard without you here, but I know that you are here with us, shining down from heaven and smiling. Keep looking out for Adam for me. He sure needs a Guardian Angel. He misses you so much. I love you baby and I miss you so much. You are always on my mind and forever in my heart.
Merry Christmas / Mama (grandmother)
My Dearest Justin
Merry Christmas! I love and miss you so much. It is so hard this year without you . We will miss you so much tomorrow please let us know you are with us. The tears are flowing from all our eyes and our hearts are so heavy this year without you but the thought of you celebrating Christmas in heaven with Jesus and the rest of our family there gives me such peace. Watch over us tomorrow and especially be close to your mom and Ashley and your beautiful little Madison. I love you so very much and miss you desperately.
Six months... / Mom
Hey baby, I can't believe that 6 months ago, I heard those terrible words that I will never forget. I can't believe that it has been 6 months since I hugged you, kissed you, saw you smile, and heard you say, "love you, mom". I miss you so very much. It is so hard without you here, I don't know how we are going to get through Christmas without you here. But I know you will be with us all. I hope you like your Christmas tree. Ashley said that you had to have a Christmas tree and I put that Pointsettia out there, because you made such fun of me last year keeping that dead one in the house! I will try to keep it alive - just for you!!
Adam still misses you so much. He has to remember you in his prayers every night. Be with him, he still needs you so much. Remind him of how much you love him. He needs you more than ever. He has come so far, but still has so far to go. I know he has a purpose here and something God wants him to do. Stay close to him....
Six months ago today we lost you. It has been so difficult for everyone. We miss you so much and love you even more. The holidays are here now and we are having a hard time with this too. Please be with us during this time and let us feel your presence. I know how you loved Christmas and the decorations and presents and the family together, it is going to be so difficult without you but you will be included I PROMISE!!! I love you and miss you so very much especially that beautiful smile of yours and that special little kiss on the cheek you always had for me. We are helping Adam to get well he misses you so much and always wants us to remember you in our prayers. We know you will celebrate Christmas this year with Jesus the reason for the season. What a wonderful blessing that will be.
First of all, I want to tell you that I love and I miss you so very much! Today is Thanksgiving and you should be here with us. Today is the first day I have been home in 2 years and I wish you were here to share it with me. What I would give to see your beautiful face, hear your voice, see your beautiful smile. I believe that is one of the things that I miss the most - your smile!!! I cant believe it has been almost 6 months since you left us. I miss you more today than I did 6 months ago. I will never forget that Saturday morning when I called home and found out the tragic news of your death. I could not believe what they were telling me. For the past 2 years, my prayer has been that my family members and my friends who have struggled with addiction would learn from my mistakes. But life doesnt work that way. People tell me all the time that everyone has to travel their own journey in life, but I know if you could come back for just a few minutes you would want to tell everyone to learn from your mistakes. And to learn from your Aunt Shari's mistakes. But most importantly I know you would tell everyone that the most important decision you will ever make in life is accepting Christ as your Lord and Savior. Justin, my heart aches for you. I love and miss you so much. But I know you are in a better place. Look after Adam for me. He misses you so much and he needs you. He is really struggling mentally after his accident. Look after your mom and Ashley and mama and papa. I cant be here right now to help them. But how I praise God for His faithfulness. God has done so much for our family since June. He has been our Comforter, our Provider and our Protector. And I praise God for the miracle He performed in Adam's life. Today is a day of Thanksgiving and I am thankful for the 19 years that God blessed my life with you. You will always be my precious angel. And you are always on my mind and forever in my heart. I love you so much!!! Shari a.k.a. E-hee
Hey there brother! God, I can't believe it has been over three months already. I can't even tell you how much I miss talkin to you everyday hearing you pick on me, the kids and just being there. It is so hard to go to moms without you being there. It seems like you should just walk in the door and say "hey beave" "hey momma gee". I know that I have to be strong and be there for mom but it is so hard, Justin. Sometimes I just don't know what to do. I feel like a part of me is missing and there is. I feel so lost without you and not talking to you everyday. Mom is doing okay I guess. Sometimes she acts ok and then she'll just break down. She doesnt show or talk about it very often. I wish she would because we all feel the same way and we all miss you you so much Justin. Mom is all that I have now and Im all that she has. I try real hard to be there for her and comfort her. I know that you are there and show us that you are there too. It makes me feel so much better. I know that you are in a much better place than we can ever imagine but do this one thing for me please, I cant be there for mom everyday so I want you to watch over her and protect her. Give her the strength to get through this a little better until we all meet again one day.She misses you so much and we all do. I look foward to the day that I get to see your face again and just get to hug you. One day soon brother one day soon. I love and miss you more and more everyday. Be our guardian angel and look after us everyday okay. I love you so much!!!!!! Love Always and Forever Your Big Sis Ashley
To my brother... / Ashley (sister)
when we were little,we'd run, laugh, and play. We'd fight, yell, and call each other names. We'd tattletale and yell for mom. Yeah we drove her crazy, yet she loved us the same.
As we grew older our love grew stronger, creating a bond between brother and sister no one could break. We had fun times and we had bad times and yeah even sad times. We lied for each other and looked out for each other, the way best friends would do.
You were there for me during hard times You would listen, laugh and love Yet in the end I did the same for you.
We had a special love that many brothers and sisters do not share. That is one thing I will cherish for all my days to come.
I am so lucky to have, not only a brother, but a "best friend" like you were to me. I love and miss you more and more every day that goes by. You will forever be in my heart. I will see you one day soon!Hang in there brother, for it will not be long.
Missing and loving you / MAMA (Grandmother)Read >>
Missing and loving you / MAMA (Grandmother)
My Dearest Justin
Three months today and it is just as hard today as it was that horrible day when we were told you were gone. It is so difficult to realize I just can't pick up the phone and talk to you or drop by and visit with you and see that beautiful smile and hear those precious words "Mama I love you". I miss you so much and love you even more. God has been good to me and assured me that you are allright and are with Him and that is such a blessing because I know that I will see you again one day and that is what keeps me going.
Sweetie I love you and miss you more than anyone could possibly try to explain and will see you one day soon and we will have eternity together as a family.
Justin, Today is 3 months since you have been gone. I miss you more everyday. It still seems so unreal that you are no longer here. It seems like you should just come stomping through the door at any time and say "Hey, Mom". I miss that so much. I just want to share a poem that Pat Collins wrote and gave me today at church. The timing was so perfect. God has been so good to me through this time. He has given me so much strength, but it is still so hard. I miss you so much and would love to have a big hug from you. I love you baby and miss you so much. You truly are my angel!
THIS ANGEL
Make a wish upon a star Then lay your head to rest This Angel holds you near his heart Within his sacred nest. Breathe deeply, you are safe Fear nothing while you sleep. I'll wake the dreams within you And all their secrets keep. That's not the wind your feeling It's my breath upon your skin You'll know that I am near When danger closes in. When you find that dark surrounds, Just close your eyes and see That your path is lit before you If you'll only walk wiht me. Be brave, be strong, be sure Go boldly where you must I'm right here on your shoulder, On that you can always trust, Forge onward with assurance, That you'll never be alone I'll always be beside you Until I lead you home. So give your all in all you do, And never feel regret. God put me where I'm meant to be And I'm your safety net. I'll give you strength and vision When you feel alarmed. I'm here to be your guardian And keep you safe from harm. I praise this job given me, And just one thing I ask, Call on God, Belive in Him And I will do my task. This Angel holds you near his heart Within his sacred nest So make a wish upon a star And lay your head to rest.
I WROTE THIS POEM FOR YOU AND MAH SISTER.. I LOVE YOU JUSTIN / KIMBERLY SHELTON (GOOD FRIENDS )Read >>
I WROTE THIS POEM FOR YOU AND MAH SISTER.. I LOVE YOU JUSTIN / KIMBERLY SHELTON (GOOD FRIENDS )
OK WELL HERE IT IS.. I JUSS FINISHED IT.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... BITTERNESS MY FEARS ARE THAT I BLAME YOU, MY TRUTH IS NOT YET TO BE KNOWN, IM WANDERIN WHY YOU HAD TO LEAVE?? DESERTED I AM ALONE.
THE TEARS ARE FOR MY TORMENTING, THE SCREAMS ARE FOR YOUR EARS, BUT YOU CANNOT HEAR ME, BECAUSE YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE.
THE FAULT WASN’T ENTIRELY YOURS, BUT THE CHOICE YOU DID MAKE. YOUR LIFE IS NOW GONE, IT FEELS LIKE A BIG MISTAKE. WHY AM I STILL HERE? YOU HAD 1 MORE LIFE TO TAKE.
MISCONCEPTIONS, MIX WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU, CRY AND CUTTING WHAT MORE AM I TO DO?
I MISS AND LOVE YOU, JUST ALWAYS KNOW THAT. I ONLY GOT 1 QUESTION… IF YOU HAD THE CHANCE WOULD YOU TAKE IT BAKK??
The Nail Scarred Hand of Love and Forgivness / Joe Rhodes's Wife Craig Sehon's MOM (vistor)Read >>
The Nail Scarred Hand of Love and Forgivness / Joe Rhodes's Wife Craig Sehon's MOM (vistor)
To the family of Justin, mankind has such a limited understanding of the omnipotent power of God's Love and Forgivness. Scriptures states that He would not leave us nor forsake us. We judge by what our foolish carnal eyes see ~ God sees through eyes of His Pure Holy Love ~ The "religious" world might condemn your son to hell, as they would have mine, for they judge through eyes of darkness, hate and death ~ BUT we can be thankful that God's son, Jesus, is Light, Love and Life to us. We do not know the many nights of tears that Justin shed for a different life. We do not know how many times a day in Justin's heart that he cried out to Jesus, "help me"....I am sure that the nail scarred hand of Jesus reached down to Justin out of His tender Mercy and Grace and lifted Justin from the hell that had captured him into Life ever lasting. He now knows peace, he now walks the streets of Gold. God is so ever ready to extend His Powerful Hand of Forgivness and wipe away our tears, our fears, and place us back into His Holy Loins from which we came from. He who is without sin cast the first stone. Justin is with his LORD and Saviour. May you, the family and his friends find peace and comfort also in the hands of love and forgivness that delivered Justin from this dying world and took him into life everlasting
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